Sleep

Have you ever wanted to just drift off to sleep and never wake again.. I feel this way today... I am so sick and tired of people and their own drama. I hate to say it but my life is no fucking cake walk... In fact I have been through more shit than most and you really don't see me crying about it... I do however feel down and out about it sometimes .. but I don't think I have been one to bitch about every little thing that happens. I have been trying to see the brighter side of life, and come to terms with the fact that I like everyone else must some day die.. Whether I die sooner or later I don't know yet.. The way my health is looking today I feel that it shall come way sooner than later. But I am not scared in fact I welcome death.. I feel bad for those I will leave behind but again its part of life the one and only thing you are promised in life.. So today I want to sleep .. just sleep and dream a dream of nothingness ...