a poem i guess?

My heart aches when it thinks about you... Knowing I will never again hold you or look into your eyes.. It takes my breath away... I do not want to breathe without you... I keep holding onto this idea of someone out there that is just like me and I thought I found that person in you.. Now I see that I was lost yet again.. I went down the wrong path..I feel to deeply.. to quickly..But this time I thought it was real...I am wrong yet again.. I am no longer confused I see the light at the end of the tunnel.. I feel the warmth of the sun moving across my face.. my eyes weep with tears for what could have been.. my heart aches with fears of what may come to be.. But I will always have faith in knowing that you never loved me.. Love is a word.. it is a feeling.. to feel it as I do.. so deep.. so hard and painfully true... I needed love to fill my heart and soul to be free of my mind... my mind is trying to kill me, to pull me down... down below where the pain lives inside my dark soul... I hurt so bad and I couldn't find no release than I met you and my heart began to weep, it overflowed with hopes and dreams... Of being something more than I seemed..