hmm too random for even me .. i got off track!!

death becomes her, its waiting just around the corner... will she go willingly or will she put up a fight.. A fight for life, is there really a point because he will catch up to her at some point right? He is watching and waiting for her to make her move.. So why not just go into the darkness with him... take his hand and go freely where no pain, no hurt, nothing can tough you. Nothing can bring you down... no one can make you feel as though there is no way out... You will feel free of everything that bring you down.... I only hope that one day death will find me and I will take his hand willingly and walk off into the darkness with him . lets just hope that he drops off into the light of heavens gate! At that door I will stand and be told the story of me, they may ask questions to see why I did, or said something that they felt was wrong... But in truth they already know the answer they seek... But I shall smile and say, My heart is yours and no one else's... I wonder if I will be able to walk into the gates of heaven .. I have done many wrong things in my life.. Yet loved God still... everyday I Thanked him for the blessing he gave. And  that promise of love will stay in my heart for the rest of time!