I am just me!

I look at myself.. I see nothing but fear... Fear of being alone.. The fear of my own myself! I am scared of what I am.. I am scared of who I will become.. I cant help but wonder where I will be tomorrow.. Dead or Alive?.. Will I make my mother proud of me? Will I get my father to see who I really am? Or will I burn with this shame... I with my tears.. Them with their doubts.. I with my empty love.. Them with their pride... I should just walk way from all this pain.. But I can't I would hurt them far more than they ever hurt me.. So I take their doubts and make them see who I really am...  I am not who they want me to be .. I am just ME!