Thinking of you!

I cant help but think of you all day and night. To hear your voice brings a smile to my face. It hurts from smiling for so long. But I cant help but wonder what the truth is. When we talk we both sound so happy about it and we have the best convos in the world better than i have ever had that is. But I get a strange feeling sometimes that your not being honest with me. Just little things that bring question to my mind. And I dont want to question anything when it comes to knowing you. All I want is the truth and to be with you. I could so see myself falling madly in love with you, and spending the rest of my life with you. I get this feeling from you when we speak that you feel the same. But as soon as we hang up man here comes the pain I get so sick to my stomach and I wanna break down in tears. But as soon as you call me or text me I feel just fine. How can someone whom I have never even laid eyes on have so much power over me?