Whats the deal with Love? 2/18/2011

I am so lost right now, I cant help but have this feeling that I am being lied to. But how do I know for sure. Do I spy on him do I ask him friends. I have dealt with this kind of thing before but it blew up in my face. Its like the quote from Shakespeare WHEN my love swears that she is made of truth,
I do believe her, though I know she lies,.. I mean when you just know that someone is lying to you and you cant do nothing to prove it. What do you do keep asking the same questions over and over till you think you get the right answer? There is no easy way to tell. In less you look into their eye's but if that can't happen then how can you tell. I hate being lied to... I cant stand it. I just wish that people would be honest all the time. Which will never happen. If it did I would be very worried! ahah... So love, what is love if you go to dictionary.com you will find that love means a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3. sexual passion or desire. Now how can they lump in sexual passion and feeling of affection for a child or friend in the same area. I understand that you can feel love for all of the above, but passion and sexual desire I find in a whole different area then love. To me love mean to want to be with that person, to stand by them when they walk though the fires of hell. Ah to love to truly love I dont think I will ever have the pleasure of know that feel. At least not in the way I would want it.. TO love so deeply it moves the earth!