RANDOM! Life? ( first of many to come)

The thing about life is you cant linger in one moment for to long .. you have got to look into the next one and hold on cause you never know in which way life will throw you.. I have been thrown around so much this last year I don't even know if my head is on straight anymore... I have found love and lost it .. I have found true happiness that went to the deepest depression I have ever seen. I have found health then became sick.. So I have come to find that even when you hold on you still get thrown off and you still fall down, and you still get hurt! However, I have also learned that you can experience all those things and feel like its the end of the world and come through to the other side smiling! I smile because of the warmth that the sun leaves on my face, I smile every time my son comes running up to me yelling "mommy, mommy, mom,mommy" I smile because of the friends and family that had stuck around no matter what happens, or how rude and nasty I may be to them. So life is a crazy and wild ride, but there is no need for a seat belt just grab on to that one thing that makes you smile and hold on tight and go along for the ride!