random bullshit!

life is nothing more than trail and error  .. the promises that we make is that of our own free will.. we make these grand movements to make someone else's life worth living all the while we let our own turn to dust that the raindrops just end up washing away ... we turn every glance that someone gives, every word that they say inward to our very souls yet we do not think when we speak to another in a manor that would rip the very fabric of our life.. for what some kind of release so that we can feel as though we can breath again ... I do not understand the world today .. nor do I even want to try anymore .. I cant give up on life but I can give up on love something that I don't feel is important enough to put forth the effort anymore!