BOO! RANDOM! wrote in OCT just now posting

Life ain't always what you think it should be .. When you young you have so many hopes and dreams that come and go as your grow older. When I was a little girl I wanted to be a doctor. Something about it fascinated me. The thought of helping others by giving them the gift of saving their life. As I grew this hope/dream never really faded and to this day I still think of what might have been. However now a days, I think that I would of enjoyed it yes but its not me, it does not fit in with the person I am. I cant stand people most days I rather sit alone in the darkest hours of the night day dreaming about far off lands and traveling the world finding a man that can love me for me and not try and change who I think I am. I feel this need to be something more than me yet at the same time I feel this need to tell everyone to go fuck themselves.