Surrender(wrote a week ago just now posting)

Surrender to me, to my love against the night, with the moon shining bright above. My time has come to image much more than hopes of happiness.. My thoughts get lost along the cold keys I type. I cant succumb to this pleasure of wanting you .. Yet I give it freely, my time, my heart, my dreams. My ALL! And you give me nothing but a short lived smile on my tear filled face. For those moments I long for, just to hear you say my name, to hear u speak those words.. To show me what truth of love really is... Can you be the one to show me what it is I seek? Or am I indeed wrong to want to love you and want you to love me in return.. My heart beats in the rhythm of your steps but the question is are you  moving closer to me or away.. This question makes my heart want to stop so i can sit in the silence of you and find where it is you are going to be. Oh !! to hope, to dream of you fills my whole body with warmth and in that warmth my cold icy heart starts to melt, just at the sound of you breathing your hot life into me.... I need for you to breath a little faster, a little harder melt my heart once and for all!